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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Love the 'poem attempt', I think it is a lovely way to think about first drafts and hastily written words... Here's my 'attempt'

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There isn't a train goes by all day

that doesn't carry on it

hearts filled with grief

and disappointment

that isn't filled with loss,

love, and unspoken dreams.

There isn't a train goes by all day

that isn't packed full

of commuters rushing to a job

that they hate

or returning from one,

desperate for some down time

or something to take

the edge off it all.

There isn't a train goes by all day

that hasn't listened to the stories

of it's passengers, as they talk

about their day, their week, their life,

dogs sit patiently, and revel in the attention

pats and smiles, from the humans

they impress with their presence

There isn't a train goes by all day

where you cannot find

hope

sitting

on a faded, grubby, and well worn seat

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Tara Connor's avatar

Lisa, I love this! The idea of a train as an encapsulation of human emotion is wonderful. I think you've changed the way I'll look at a train rushing by in the future. Thanks so much for sharing this.

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Thanks Tara! :)

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26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

All the human passengers, bearing what they bear. And dogs, though. And the train itself, listening to its passengers. And hope! I love the spaciousness of this poem, Lisa -- room in it for everything that's there.

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Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

Yes it is lonely here

Yes it is quiet

Yet there is peace

Maybe a reason to stay?

There you sit

there you stand

there you kneel

I mean here, here at the station

the place of waiting.

It isn't hard, the waiting,

once you get the hang of it

you will want it more and more and more

You will want to drown yourself in it

A little longer just a little longer and the train will come

and carry you away

Or will it??

What is a train?

a line of cars

Like a poem, one little moving room after another

each one with a cargo of words

or not a cargo, but rather a congregation

each with a community of passengers, praying.

There it goes, leaving you behind

still waiting, the ghost train of your dream

you forgot to climb aboard

so in love with the waiting

with the stationary life

you missed the opportunity

You should know by now

that trains come and go

dreams come and go

the waiting is all, the readiness

the stillness

All day long you dream of going

But in the end you cannot tear yourself away.

All alone-- this is the solitude you longed for.

Today, this is the day

breathe, breathe.

this is the day.

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My fingers kept typing yes instead of yet, so I went with it. Instead of starting each stanza with a word, I ended up burying them. This is just loose associations of ideas, stream of consciousness, dreamy going with the flow. But I rather like how it came out. Maybe I'll do something with it. Or maybe I'll let it stand.

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Tara Connor's avatar

Fabulous! I love idea of a train station as a metaphor for all the waiting we do in life, and the idea that there will always be another train. I find this both a bit melancholy and also hopeful. Thank you so much for sharing it with us.

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26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

This speaks to me soooooo much, Melanie, as someone who's so much more comfortable sitting still and waiting than putting myself in motion...! Some people need to learn how to sit and wait and Be; I need to practice standing up and climbing on to the train. 🙃 This poem has something to say to both sorts of people. 💛

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Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

Oh bah. The formatting was lost when I hit enter. No stanzas.

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Tara Connor's avatar

I know, you can't hang onto formatting in comments, which is very annoying.

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Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

Weird, I just noticed that the formatting is there when I look at it in the app on my phone. Just not in the web browser on my computer.

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Candace's avatar

Chills from your piece! I gave it a try as well. I was thinking about being on a precipice, similar to the moment of waiting at a train station just before it comes down the tracks.

I stand at the tracks

With a suitcase full of want.

Soon I will clutch

it to my chest and leap.

I will ride that burning

machine end to end.

Stick my neck out

The window as she roars.

I brace for smoke

and a piercing whistle, yet

there isn’t a train goes by all day.

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Tara Connor's avatar

I'm so glad you shared this! You build such a sense of anticipation all along, steeling yourself for action, for the sensory assault of smoke and sound, and then that last line! Oof! No train! We were all set to jump aboard! Love it.

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Candace's avatar

Thanks, I love the idea behind this project - makes me want to try something similar with another favourite poem ❤️

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26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

Oh, so ready, but then....! I hope your narrator finds a train to leap on to, Candace.

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Candace's avatar

Haha me too!

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Hannah Christmas's avatar

I loved this! The build up, then mic drop at the end—so good!

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Candace's avatar

Aw thanks so much, Hannah! Love your the twist in yours as well 👀

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Here's mine. I wanted to make sure my italics came through. Plus, it made me happy to work on it in today's smaller writing/posting margin: https://open.substack.com/pub/margaretannsilver/p/yet-there-isnt-a-train-goes-by-all?r=2ghube&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

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Hannah Christmas's avatar

This turned out a bit darker than I intended, but it’s what came out. I am not one to share, but I loved your idea of “poem attempts,” so here’s mine:

All day goes by yet there isn’t a train

Was I expecting to see one?

The station is empty, not a soul around

And my patience is not yet outrun.

“When one door closes, another one opens,”

I heard someone once said.

I’m waiting and watching fruitlessly

Not knowing the conductor is dead.

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Tara Connor's avatar

Ooh, feels like a meditation on futility. Love it. I'm so glad you decided to share!

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Before I run off to write a poem attempt (I like that), I have to tell you that the "omit adverbs" advice you gave last week has stuck with me. I went through a recent poem and pulled out all the adverbs and I'm pretty dang sure it's a better poem now. I now want to sift through all my poems with the adverb comb (like a comb for lice, I guess?!).

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Tara Connor's avatar

I know, right??!? It's kind of amazing how effective it is. I tell you, On Writing is such an amazing book. Stephen King has some good advice on writing. And he's also a stand-up guy in his local community and does a ton to support libraries.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

I’ve heard so many good things about “On Writing” (I just put it on hold). I’m currently trying to race through the rest of “Writing Down the Bones” by Natalie Goldberg before the library takes it back tomorrow morning. That’s been a really good one too.

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Angela L Hoy's avatar

I really like the last two lines: how can I be vigilant enough/to hear the absence of a thing?

I feel that’s the beating heart of the poem. Thanks for the ride—this is fun!

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Tara Connor's avatar

Thank you! So happy you're enjoying the project!

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Oof. Those last lines. Your poem is lovely (and foreboding in the most silent way).

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Tara Connor's avatar

I think I've been absorbing "foreboding" from the air lately. I'm really trying not to give in to doom and gloom, but things just feel so dire. This poem definitely came out of the current moment!

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

I figured it did. Ugh. I understand. Hugs.

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26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

Tara, everyone's spinning over the last two lines of your poem, and with good reason ... !

I finally got organized enough to attempt a poem! The cadence and meter in Millay's lines has been speaking to me, and I wanted to respond in a cadenced way. This week's line just made me sad and sadder, until I Opposite-Day'd it; then things took off.

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So here's a train pulled in tonight,

its engine fogged with the steam of day,

its wheels agleam in the moon's dim light.

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My ticket's collected without delay;

I climb aboard and find my berth

and watch as the station pulls away

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and stars fill my window. And where on earth

am I traveling to? It was not I

who bought that ticket and paid its worth

.

to the station-master, it was not I

who mapped out a trip on this silver track,

all under a dim and moon-dark sky --

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but the wheels are rolling, I can't go back.

My berth is warm and the stars are bright,

and I'm off, adrift, but there's nothing I lack,

.

and something in me is taking flight

here on this train as we ride the night.

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Tara Connor's avatar

Elizabeth! Hooray! I'm so glad you're here. And your poem is so delicately crafted, and it rhymes! That's a super power. I particularly love how "the station pulls away" instead of the train. It really puts the speaker and the journey the center of this poem's universe. And thank you for dropping so many lovely comments and encouragement for everybody. You're a gem.

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26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

Thanks so much, Tara! 💛🌿

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Pamela Leavey's avatar

This looks very interesting. I just subscribed with the hopes to get involved every now and then! It reminds me of something we did in one of the poetry classes for my M.A. in Creative Writing!

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Tara Connor's avatar

Hooray! Delighted to have you here, Pamela. Participate at any amount that works for you. No rules. Just poetry.

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Pamela Leavey's avatar

Thank you Tara! I feel as though I’ve been stuck in the new poetry department. This felt like such a great fit!

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Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

I love the uncertainty of "Wouldn't I?"

And "how I can be vigilant enough

to hear the absence of a thing" -- that sings!!!

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Tara Connor's avatar

Thank you so much! Really appreciate you taking the time to read.

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Thomas Rist's avatar

Great ending to the poem!

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